Okay i know i havent been blogging for a fucking long time but right now i just have to. Here goes:
To all my friends who watched me grow up, i know alot of things about me have changed. Im in my final year of lasalle right now and i realise that alot of my really old friends rarely approach me anymore. I guess it's what i do that might possibly turn them off. When we were younger, man those times were treasure. We were kids and we never made enemies. The only thing we knew was PLAY! Lol.. People move on with life, friends come and go and this will keep happening. Well, as long as i treasure the time share as kids. :D

Hey, i forgot where/whom i heard this from but, i feel that it is true. Love is pain. Look at God's love. So pure, unconditional and real but imagine all the pain that he's feeling because we humans are sinning over and over again right here on earth. Imagine a person's unrequited love. How much he adores for that woman but somehow that woman never seems to notice him. Thats kinda how im feeling right now. I would die for you, do anything for you because that love for you is so so great but sometimes all the shitty stuff that i do cause you to turn away from me and pain is inflicted right back to me. I remember how you used to say that my blog was all filled with emo shit but i guess thats how i feel sometimes and the only times im not emo is having you by my side. You know me, i do things without thinking. And most of the time i really dont know why im doing those things even after questioning myself. That usually ends up in me getting depressed and all.

Grrr. I believe i am who i am now because every social and personal problem gets sucked together into one ball of fluff and *poof*! I am born into this world. Look at my family, what a "God-seeking" family. Who would have known that we've always been so dysfunctional? Dad's always wanting me to befriend those kids from youth service when i clearly cannot click with them. And when i get my piercings done, he preaches on and on about how evil piercings are. They question my appearance. "Why you wear so much eyeliner arr?" or "Pull up your pants lar can see your backside". You what? Just fuck off because i am who i am so stop changing me!! Look at my friends. Many come and go and I dont even have many. Look at my relationships, its trash. Look at work, politics and gossips going around like nobody's business. When will my life get any better?

Okay i know i havent been blogging for a fucking long time but right now i just have to. Here goes:
To all my friends who watched me grow up, i know alot of things about me have changed. Im in my final year of lasalle right now and i realise that alot of my really old friends rarely approach me anymore. I guess it's what i do that might possibly turn them off. When we were younger, man those times were treasure. We were kids and we never made enemies. The only thing we knew was PLAY! Lol.. People move on with life, friends come and go and this will keep happening. Well, as long as i treasure the time share as kids. :D

Hey, i forgot where/whom i heard this from but, i feel that it is true. Love is pain. Look at God's love. So pure, unconditional and real but imagine all the pain that he's feeling because we humans are sinning over and over again right here on earth. Imagine a person's unrequited love. How much he adores for that woman but somehow that woman never seems to notice him. Thats kinda how im feeling right now. I would die for you, do anything for you because that love for you is so so great but sometimes all the shitty stuff that i do cause you to turn away from me and pain is inflicted right back to me. I remember how you used to say that my blog was all filled with emo shit but i guess thats how i feel sometimes and the only times im not emo is having you by my side. You know me, i do things without thinking. And most of the time i really dont know why im doing those things even after questioning myself. That usually ends up in me getting depressed and all.

Grrr. I believe i am who i am now because every social and personal problem gets sucked together into one ball of fluff and *poof*! I am born into this world. Look at my family, what a "God-seeking" family. Who would have known that we've always been so dysfunctional? Dad's always wanting me to befriend those kids from youth service when i clearly cannot click with them. And when i get my piercings done, he preaches on and on about how evil piercings are. They question my appearance. "Why you wear so much eyeliner arr?" or "Pull up your pants lar can see your backside". You what? Just fuck off because i am who i am so stop changing me!! Look at my friends. Many come and go and I dont even have many. Look at my relationships, its trash. Look at work, politics and gossips going around like nobody's business. When will my life get any better?